i almost forgot my blog as i finally remember it really existed, and is still existing at the moment, i think it’s really a long time since i last time entering here.

now i like this kind of style of the techweb blog, unlike i did before. since reaching here, i think i really forgot to come and write something.

since i really don’t have even time to serving on the net, also  the original reason for me to write has changed.  i think time is really something, i just can’t believe even what i used to want to write here. and now, i’m happy that i find myself again. a happy one, a reasonable one. and love as it maybe makes me happy to face life, thanks for all my friends and parents, your love makes me not feel alone here, all the  students, thank you for your truness, thanks for bringing me a feeling of real.

it is so long time since my last visit. i can’t say these days nothing happened, but  still, i should say things are changing quickly. the whole techweb changed, i think i have to  spend sometime to adapt to it. i’ve just seen someone’s space, everybody seems to be crazy in there, everybody is trying to even kill him with words.

can’t we be generous? even if someone is doing something wrong, does that mean he did nothing? try to ask ourselves, when we are doing something, don’t we make our efforts to do it? if, we do , then others do it as well.

if something failed, this does not mean it’s all one person’s fault, there is a group of people doing decisoins, and so we can’t account on just one certain person. succeed or fail, it’s just between one line. we can’t expect everybody to be successful, there are so many thing we should account on.

also, somebody fails for one time, this does not mean he can’t stand up.

be generous to other, as you are asking for other’s generosity in case you fail. nobody could be successful all the time.

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the oral defense is over. hahahahahaha. so  glad. this means, for the next long period, there will be no test, no answer, no things so bother.

everything can finally pause for a while, i can enjoy my short period of relax.

an exciting travel will come, how mavolous, it is a good begining again.

people are always busy doing something, that means, why not give yourself a relax. a friend of mine say called me yesterday, surprising to know i will go to xi’an since he is actually there right now, having business.

i suggest him a break and travel, i don’t know wether he’ll take it, however he may nessacery to know that why he work so hard? for work? for money?

in my understanding, hardwork is for lifting the satisfactory of your life. no matter make yourself feel success at work, or live in a better house,  drive a better car,eat better,wear better……

if a rest can make you feel better, why not have a try? how long can you live for all these better when you don’t have time to feel or realise your being better?

wish you all, feel better, and happy.

tomorrow, there will be an important test for me, although i have been working on this for almost two months, still, i am not sure how well i can do.

there are many situations when what you face will be just uncertain, although you spent your time and energy on it, it does not mean you can get what you paid. what you can be sure is that you have the chance to win. a chance, means what?

for me, it means , i can still have two results: get is or lose. but for someone else, it may be, no chance even to lose. when you lose, you may win the second time, when you win , you win. when you don’t give yourself a chance, nonsense for discussion.

a friend of mine told me that there are always people who don’t appear at the exam, maybe they forgot the time, she said.

really? will you forget? things represents your time and energy? maybe more to say, it is fear that prevents he or she from appearing.

well, anyway. my chance, my hope. and whatever the result is, that what i get. something. there should be something. it will never turn out to be nothing.

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i have seen the film butterfly effect. when one butterfly shake its wings in the amason rainforest, it may cause a windstorm at the other end of the earth, that is known as the butterfly effect.

this film gives us different results from different things appearing in different stages of life, one minute even may change your life and others life totally. not to mention the e-wolrd, the earth villiage, everything may be a different story follow your decision,

no matter it is a small small decision in your work or love, or anything, the moment you made one, you are expecting a natural result, this could be negligible, could be influencial,

so be careful before your every decision, of course you can choose not to , but be responsible for the result, good or bad, don’t blame on any other factors, other people, other environment, other anything. what you receive is from what you done.